Life's Update #4

          Almost 2 years since I picked everything up and moved out of Colorado. I couldn't be happier with my decision to moved. I have grown so much since I moved down here. Have been working for Tyson for what will be 2 years in January and living on my own and making everyday count for the better. As many of my friends from Colorado I know that this time last year I had said goodbye to the blonde hair and had gone to red, well as many of you would be pleased to hear I have gone back to being blonde again. It was a nice change of pace to not be a blonde for a while, but I surely missed it. And this time last year I didn't have any tattoos and now I have three. One, behind my left ear of a butterfly, one on my left forearm of a butterfly with a semicolon for the body and the word Love on my right wrist. The one behind my ear symbolizes the growth I have made and that I need to remember to spread my wings and fly and that no matter what others say I am beautiful. The one on my forearm represents a promise that I not only made to myself, but to my best friend(2nd mom) that no matter how hard things get I will not go back down the road I was on in February of wanting to commit suicide. And the one on my wrist symbolizes not only the love I need to show myself, but the love I have for those who truly care about me, it also symbolizes TWLOHA (To Write Love On Her Arms).

My First tattoo behind my left ear

My Second tattoo on my left forearm

My Third tattoo on my right wrist.

    I am grateful for the opportunity that the Lord has given me in my move here from Colorado. I hope to have many more amazing years here with the great friends I have here, including my Best Friend (you know who you are). Love you all.

Priceless Happiness

            Never have I thought that I would ever be happy in life then I am right now. All thanks to those who have entered my life and have made the biggest difference in the world. I am so glad that I decided to make the move from Colorado down here to the Missouri/Arkansas border. The people who have made the biggest impact on my life and have helped make me the happiest person in the world right now are all down here. I have finally learned what it is to be apart of a family who actually loves each other and is willing to do anything for each other. I finally feel like I am worthy of everything and that I am finally accepted as a daughter to someone. I can’t thank Chrissy Logue and the entire family for actually making me feel welcome and loved every single day. You all have given me so much more than I have ever thought was possible and I couldn’t be more grateful than I am right now. Every single day with you guys is PRICELESS and I love it and you all so very much. Rachael, you have even made the biggest impact on my life and helped me life in a completely different light. You are a real sister to me and I couldn’t be happier to have you in my life.

            Chrissy and Rachael, the both of you have done so much for me that I don’t even know how to even begin thanking you both for it all. There aren’t enough words to describe the way you both have changed my life and helped me grow as a better person. I can’t even begin to put into words how much I love the both of you and how much you both mean to me. Each and everyday that I spend with the both of you is so extremely priceless and memorable and I will forever cherish it. Thank you both for being the best sister and 2^nd mom to me. I love the both of you so very much.